nv tell u all you say i keep things to myself, you say i don't give a darn, you say i never work hard enough.
wtf have i done wrong that i am sucha daughter to you you tell me?
you tired, okie i understand then have u bloody understand the issues that were running through my mind the whole of last week because i had to make a decision for the next 2 years? And to think i updated you two everytime whenever the HR replied and then now i am in a dilemma cos i ain't sure if i shud still consider other positions and then u say i dun like this dun like that dunnoe what i wanna do. fuck u, like i wanna be indecisive? then since when did u care to listen to what i wanna do? you dun get it ? fine, i explain nicely in simpler terms of what i did but u just treated them like nonsense like it's not worthy right. if u are so capable then when didn't u get organised and get a helper for our stall so that ur kids can study/work in peace.why not take note of ur own temper. fuck.
and what's wrong with hanging out with my friends? what did i do or fucking bother ur life even if i am out till late. did i sleep around or what? did i go clubbing or what? did i? and what's wrong with meeting people during school holidays? THIS IS THE FUCKING ONLY TIME TO meet people what. and i will always try to prepare ur dinner before i leave or to marinate stuff so that it can ease the family's preparation for dinner. why shud i be rushing when other kids can take their time? excuse me? u ever care what i did? do i fucking care if our customers praise me or to say that i am hardworking? i dont want them? they are burdens to me!
you fucking just dun understand me at all.
don't blame people for not telling u things, it never had been pleasant to talk to you about serious things. becos this is the 2nd time i had to hold back my feelings and to reason to you the timeline of this job srch episode and cry in room.
darn it.
dramaM0M0; |11:41 PM|