i stewpidly played WII that brother brought home ytd morning, using full strength to play the boxing game. now, my shoulder blade and my arm are aching. wth.
如此的笨奶奶。

dramaM0M0; |9:21 PM|

这两天读书有点懒洋洋的。
说实在的，干嘛要有那么多的理论，不累吗？
虽然是有学问，有深度，但是现实的生活好像比理论还要理论。
理论始终斗不过终极的意识形态，那笨奶奶的干嘛要有那么多的理论或解读的方式来扰乱我的生活？真是的。

然而，现在的现实就是后天有考卷。管我笨奶奶的牢骚还是要赴战场。
真是囧到爆。

dramaM0M0; |8:18 PM|

1. THANKS TO ALL WHO SMSED/FB-ED/CALLED.
2. thanks to chewlay and serene boy's gifts and card. The things sure come in handy for my salsa life lo.
3. thanks to weekian, subhan, sab & lea who called to wish me bdae :)
4. thanks to SH for the <3
5. thanks to desiree's webcam msg and lingfang's ang bao!
6. thanks to overseas exchangers: alibaba, munfong and shannie's wishes. ELLIE CHUA ELLIE, u're blacklisted.
7. thanks to my bf for the nice midnite drop by. <3<3
8. thanks to my sec sch peeps who did a heart warming mini party at some ulu tutorial room. tho deserted but LOVING. woots.

thank you all. :))
jiayou for examssss. huat ah.

dramaM0M0; |2:24 AM|

dramaM0M0; |1:06 AM|

你不在，当我最需要爱。
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备战前的心理状态，竟然是一个心悬挂在桥中央。

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谢谢另一个你，默默的支持着我。

dramaM0M0; |11:24 PM|

我写了两封信，
一封给爸爸，
一封给妈妈，
为了一个叫“我们”的东西。

dramaM0M0; |12:33 AM|

rocks.
i finally typed another 1/3 of my report and i shall get it superb done by todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. darn frustrating!

anw.
saw many nice pictures from friends and the bf of places they traveled to. They are enjoying life, aint they? UNFAIR! :3
The bf called 2 hrs ago, telling me the places he been to these 3 days and they wake at 6am everyday to travel! i sensed a very RUSHED journey for them but i guess they are just trying to make the best outta the trip. And it made me feel bad to hold up the phone just to hear his voice when he said he was tired cos they had to wake up early later. After hanging up, i felt RIDICULOUS like hello, why shud i feel bad when u are playing away later while i am typing my essay and mugging like kuku bird??!?!? aye aye.

and suddenly, i feel like getting away sometime. i need it badly, esp when i was so busy since last dec due to dance/camp till now. The cycle's gonna repeat soon and i really hope i can endure it. And suddenly, it's gonna be my 21st and i wondered what did i do since these few years. I reckon i didn't give myself some good breaks, time had stopped since secondary school but aging doesn't. ;(

and it's raining outside now, i hope it helps me to get into sleep. nite world.

dramaM0M0; |2:58 AM|

Yeye called to see if we received the photos that they took early the month during the visit to his childhood place. He then said it's left with me and bro who haven't been there and he wished to bring us there someday. I replied a BIG OKAY! This made me think of him saying :"if there's a chance in my lifetime, i would like to go singapore to visit you all again" RAH. emo-ed. and i havent been back this year. :(

i was so slow with typing my report! spent hours but only 3 paragraphs, like wth. but i'll contd to work on it and get it done die die this weekend, can't afford to drag and get distracted to study my other modules. I am scared at times when i thought of the important papers being so near each other. darn!

and you. just simply not there when exams strike, it's the not the first time already, can't you be more loving? and i hate myself being so crappy.

okie. mug hard too my friends.

dramaM0M0; |8:10 PM|

before the day ends, i wanna say that it felt good to have BINGO-ed some concepts for biz law's past year paper and my dearest siewhuai+desiree+lingfang made my day! I received the earliest bdae present and it's like kinder surprise where i got my NUM sandals and 3 more items!
super love lahhhh wahahahahahahahahahah.

i love you girls and special thanks to xct de ma, it made me think of the lil wonder box you gave me during jc after we became shareholders! and i think the biz law tut ended well by telling us more info about shareholders, you noe what i mean laaa... wahahahahaha.

i planned to contd typing my essay but i didn't cos i feel so tired BUT! i am now listening to my forensic sci e-lecture. so i think i am good! woots.

dramaM0M0; |11:54 PM|

revision is in progress and i hope i can speed up.
my research paper is still in the midst of construction and i hope i can finish it by this friday or so.It's so draggy and pretty cause disruption to my revision flow. Partly due to my high expectation of my own report, i kept referring and questioning my own statements, this make me feel sian to face it after a long day of revision at nite.
anw. i am going to school later as usual to mug and then attend the very last tutorial for the semester. So what am i doing at this wee hour? i am playing FB game. :PPP BUT! i did my share for the nite which was to read a set of notes and completed my biz law tutorial. wahaha.

The bf is going to Japan tml, for tour..he really went for exchange sia..exchange in ASIA! lol. good for him that he's having fun and i hope he can catch up with work after he's back. The thought he's traveling further makes me feel like he's gonna be another miles miles miles away from me, especially in this critical period of pre-exam! huat!

Anw, i was glad to receive call from ys abt planning dinner for my bdae. It's really thoughtful of her and i appreciate the friends who'r willing to spend a short time that day with me. But, somehow i feel so rushed! cos i have a paper the next day and i am pretty sure some of the clique have paper ard that corner too.

Speaking of meeting up, the pri school friends started a FB msg trying to do a P6 classmates reunion. Due to exams and such, the proposed day to meet is for christmas and even gift exchange. I appreciate the thought but i don't feel like appearing, for the simple fact that we haven't talk for ages and even pretend not to see each other on streets or nearby, then why the gathering. It's my point of view so yup, i foresee the clique to have xmas gathering and i'll not appear in my pri sch gathering. Some friends are meant to be kept like in memories. LOL. sound so cold but aye aye, i just don't like the awkwardness that i can foresee.

jiayou everyone!

dramaM0M0; |1:29 AM|

i didn't do my essay plan.
i went to read another set of notes in preparation for wed instead.
Then i went to facebook & viewed other blogshops.

i didn't do my essay plan.
The thought that it's gonna be a 4k words worth of essay make me feel unease.

i didn't do my essay plan.

time check: 0047
8 hrs more to heading school.
i'll plan my essay in school then. i must.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


i'll go buy chocolates for myself.

dramaM0M0; |12:45 AM|

It's 11 days to my first paper.
I only finished my 2.5k report today and nothing else. Altho i prepared the notes to mug after i switched off the com this afternoon, i found myself in lala land soon after. darn.

And tick tock. 6pm.
i went to prepare for dinner. just done with cooking and now and here feeling so sucky that my day wasn't productive. The 4k essay is at the back of my mind and i so better get the frame work settled by tonight. I'm going to mug in school tomorrow tho there's no lesson. I'll make tml a better day!!!

Managed to meet some friends like Su and ahmei tong xue and went to several 21st parties in oct and early these 2 weeks. I supposed those sessions did add some fun elements in my life and i look forward to another 2 21st after exams!

Jiayou peeps.
actually, i feel sian to write many many many words during exams. rah.

dramaM0M0; |7:38 PM|