i'll missing the kss reunion dinner this friday and suddenly, i realised i missed out many many of wad's so called "our" outing, somehow, it's becoming more like "their" outing.
Fridays have been my cca day since year 2 sem1 and so i can't do much if any outing's to be placed on a friday, and since i'm the one/few who cant commit on the days planned, then just so be it. BUT! seriously the <3 feels weird and feel "not AGAIN~~"
i remember when such things happened in sec sch days, my friends wld say "it's okie, still got next time maa"..and slowly, such sentences won't appear anymore, or perhaps we all don't bother to do anything about it. Then, another day passed, we all
moved on.
From time to time, i feel drifted from friends and tho i admit that a part of me didn't do much to reconcile, but a part of me don't know where and how to start a conversation. Slowly, what's common in us get lessen and then i get more quiet.
I'm not trying to hint anything but just thought of penning this down since i'm gonna miss out the fun on friday.I do miss the fun we used to have but the missing feeling now that i feel, is no longer just about the fun but the people, the times when i was a part of "us" and also the times when i miss all of us.
how cold would it be if i have nothing to miss not because i forget but simply, there's nothing to miss about?
JIAYOU TO THOSE WHO'R SCHOOLING/WORKING (sandy)HAVE fun people! :)
dramaM0M0; |10:01 PM|
I AM SUPERB TIRED AND THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME I AM FEELING THIS WAY THESE TWO MONTHS.
I'V QUITE A FEW CHAPS OF BIZ/LAW/CRITICAL READINGS UNREAD, QUITE A FEW TASKS ON HAND TO SETTLE, QUITE A FEW BREAKS TO REALLY REST,QUITE A FEW TIMES TO MEET MY FAMILY/FRENS/BF.
BAH!
I HOPE I DONT MISS OUT ANYTHING IN THE MIDST OF MY PACKED DAYS.
I'LL BE FINE.
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AND YOU! SINCE U AINT READING THIS, SO I CAN RANT HERE.
SOMETIMES U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M DEMANDING.OKIE, I AM STILL LEARNING TO BE A GF.
dramaM0M0; |12:45 AM|
sometimes, the unintended incidents reflect the truth more than any words said.
it aches the everytime i know about things.
it still says :
pain can?! ;3
dramaM0M0; |1:07 AM|
我现在限制自己用30个字写下这一周：
剪发；哭。
为家，周一没上课。
新课；友人说难。
练舞；数拍子，转圈圈过着一三五六。
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这样好吗?
你帮我保管心灵，让它歇一歇。
迟些时候再还我吧，等我找到真正的快乐再还我吧。
-木子
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2009年可以退后一点吗？人家都还没准备好啦，急什么嘛。:3
dramaM0M0; |12:17 AM|
HAPPY NEW YEAR!Went to attend the
goodbye2008/4E bash at hongqi's place ytd nite.
I was amused by the word "bash". haha.
A total of 23/24 of the class turned up and i thought it was not a bad gathering. Altho we remained in our cliques but at least we did exchange a few words here and there or at least i got to see them after 4 years? oh me gut.
and i really appreicate the organisers' efforts and hope it was a pleasant gathering for all.
left early to meet the bf at cck and headed home for dinner.
Then was my bro, him and me "counting down" while we watched the channel 8 show.
okie la, got to to see friends on this last day of 2008 tho it wld be better if i get to see more.
aye aye.
shoooommmm and it's back to my hols' routine again when i have danc tml evening as well as sat morning. And then huat ah, sch starts on monday the 5th.
I'm not ready for the new term, not so ready for the new year as well. BAH.cheers for me.
dramaM0M0; |8:21 PM|
