Tuesday, September 22, 2009
finally, one core ppt is done for the week.
two more to come on thurs. i'll make it.
and i realised this person named yap ah loy (a great founder of kuala lumpur aka the person whom i am doing research on) was borned in the SAME place i did. my gut.Why he so outstanding ah? i am trying to find connection with him so that i'll be smarter. *cheap thrill*
it's only almost a mth since the bf departed. my gut. 3 more mths to go. sia la. i shall go get a temporary bf. lehlong lehlong, application starts now :3
oh ya to MODIE! happy burstday! rocks!
dramaM0M0; |11:58 PM|
one day, i am going to buy a book and sit at coffee bean or star bucks to read.
one day, i am going to watch a movie by myself.
one day, i am going to suntan.
one day, i am going to go bagpack.
one day, i am going to be alone.
dramaM0M0; |12:33 AM|
Sunday, September 20, 2009
:3
i feel dumb to choose to have 3 presentations on the same week just so that i can clear all ppt by recess week. darn. now i am still stuck with one of it..feel so bad to let yanling to do 303 first.
on a lighter note, it's 20092009 today!
dramaM0M0; |12:25 AM|
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
i think this is interesting..didn't know there's so much meaning behind the words..and these words,such as “祖” could actually imply a "male" concept in literature. rocks.
《说文解字。示部》：“祖，始庙也。”这一点是不错的，但这已是引伸义了，因为许慎没有见过甲骨文，所以他不知道“祖”的本字是“且”，而把“且”解释为 “荐也。从几，足有二横，一其下地也”（《说文解字。且部》）。
而郭沫若先生在他的《甲骨文字研究。释祖妣》中考证出“且”是“祖”的本字是十分正确的， 因为甲骨文“且”正像男性生殖器的形状。同时，郭沫若先生认为“士”也是男性生殖器的象形，无疑也是正确的，但他没有说出“士”与“且（祖）”字的区别。 我以为，“士”是未成年男子的生殖器的象形，因为从甲骨文的字形来看，它是细细的一竖置于一横之上，没有“且”字粗壮，也就是我们俗称的“小鸡鸡”，所以 应该是指未成年男子。这一点可以从“女”字与“母”字的区别得到旁证。
“母”字与“女”字形状基本相同，只是在胸部多了两点，这是女性乳房的象形，而 “女”字却没有这两点，所以应该是指未成年女子。no particular intention, just so happen to google about it after a coursemate brought up this matter in discussion board. :)
dramaM0M0; |12:24 AM|
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Happy Birthday to chew lay tin!!! :)
enjoy ur day with ur 蜜蜂。 哈哈。人总有自我调适的能力，
只是害怕“分开”的感觉。
其实我们并不害怕分离，
只是害怕“分开”的感觉。
dramaM0M0; |12:22 AM|
Sunday, September 06, 2009
the bf went to visit my grandparents last nite.
i was kinda worried for his hair color so upon my request, he sprayed it black for the day.
i don't wish to change him but i am afraid that my grandparents can't accept, especially on a first visit. i was glad that he did it, for us.
i was :) that they had a good time together, and that my grandpa sounded cheerful when he called to notify me that perry'd reached our place. i was thrilled that he visited a place where i stayed for 3 years, eating what i used to eat, getting along with my loved ones.
thanks, my <3
back to my readings.
dramaM0M0; |2:18 AM|
Saturday, September 05, 2009
messy #1那天，晓义说“在爱情游戏里，要是你认真，你就输了。”(that's if ur 情人is a player/both of you are players.lolx!)...“结婚只是一种社会建构”..
messy #2我们和你们是怎么分的？
我小二到香港读书的时候，老师介绍我为来自新加坡的插班生。
对那时的友们，我说“我们那有....”
念完小五，我返来新洲念小六，在考评估试时，老师问我“ are you a foreigner?” 我当时从她的眼生看出一种感觉，所以我也装懂不懂的点头了。想了想，我可是拿着本地护照呢，为什么承认呢？哈哈。
对那时的友们，我也说“我们那有....”
messy #3我突然觉得，我们那时很暧昧。
messy #4哦，对啊，男友飞去exchange 啦，怪不得一整天没有他的消息。
messy #5
我这几天，都在两点多才能入睡。
messy is the new art
dramaM0M0; |12:49 AM|
Thursday, September 03, 2009
"Hell is other people" - John Paul Sartre载自wikipedia:"薩特也提出：「他人是地獄」。這一觀點看似與「人有選擇的自由」觀點相矛盾，其實每個人選擇是自由的，但對於選擇後的結果，每個人有無法逃避的責任，人在 選擇的過程中，面對的最大問題就是他人的選擇，因為每個人都有選擇的自由，但每個人的自由就可能影響他人的自由，所以稱「他人是地獄」。"
you may have a freedom of choice, but you choice may/results in no freedom.
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这周看了两部电影，脑袋转了好多圈。
但是，始终没有想到什么好东西。
深度还不够啊。
刚才看了discussion board很多次，查阅wiki也好几遍。
但是，始终没有想到什么好东西。
还不够深度啊。
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站在高高在上的图书架子前，觉得自己好渺小。
坐在厚厚一叠的阅读资料前，觉得自己好无助。
i feel inferior if i don't complete my basic readings, i feel it because i set expectation on myself to accomplish it, i feel it because i fear that my course mates have read them, i feel it because ...
no exit? create an exit then.
if you think my entry's messy, then i guess you should know that my thoughts got entangled/misplaced sometimes.
dramaM0M0; |12:23 AM|
