post prelim feelings' sama sama as two yrs ago.
tt yr, flunk my math,chem,bio and combi human.
got 23pts! HUAT ah.
and wad went thru my mind was ..
"will i make it to jc eventually?"
O's = 13 pts. *thank God*

tis yr, flunk my math agn ;((
entitled to 2D2N of college stay aka 2 afternoon remedials and 2 complusory nite study!!!
aint sure other subj yet but it aint same as last time anymore cos its a requirement to get gud grades for all 4 subj to enter uni..so having one down's as bad as getting L1R5 23pts.
and so wad went thru my mind was
"will i make to uni?"

put on a fake smile cos my closer peeps aint ard tis morn.
chose to slp fer a while to escape a lil.
and den try to move on..j1s having promos so din wanna make a fuss over it infront of the jnrs..

and i kept telling myself tt i'll make it jus like how i did fer Os..
but den agn,A's aint = O's..
morale gg thru a roller coaster.. ;(
but i haben give up yet..
i'll contd to work hard.work doubly hard just like how i did fer Os..

jia you peeps.



i dun like uncertainties.
wad's dere to contd wen it aint a whole in e 1st place?
but if it's broken, will we be happy?

dramaM0M0; |1:24 PM|

morn ended the BUI-lin for j2s bt technically maj finished ytd..so i guess mani j2s will be gg town etc..and me?went back to sch to mug agn ;P

yea.i felt weird,trying to pretend tt i'm a j1 mugging in sch.gah!
dasen passed by and he was like "u are studying?" 0.o
oh wells.call me a geek den.gahz.
cos i ended papers early so started mugging since mon le..

at the same time..tok to some jnrs..<3>.haaz.
den surprisely,leechiu came to sch!she came back to celebrate her fren's bdae with her ex-klassmates..and so i clapped along wen they sang song and luff wen i heard their funny laughters..

den contd to tok to jo n did some more math..kinda distracted tho..pretty much by my eye candy and the tot tt i-am-actualli-mugging-wen-de-whole-world's town-ing~ den was catching up leechiu..aww..wonderful session and yebble laylay if u are reading, i wanna sae thx for coming(tho nt for me) and i real enjoyed the gossips and the sharings..gah!

as usual..college's "prom queen" cried agn! AGN!!! and me & jo were MEAN!
jo: eh..y she alwaes cry one?
me:aiyox..how wld i noe y she ALWAES cry?
EVIL~~~like we care? ;P

den was ahhuai n xuan hu came to disturb me, grr spray stuff into my mouth eh, u will get it somedae.. X)

alrite.
the dae's weird bt i guess laylay sis's visit made my dae.
guess fartty family outing's nice too!gud tt they chill n enjoy.
oh ya..mr lorr mee's CUTE and smart in blazer! *guess onlie alibaba noes wad i sae* -beams-

happie b'dae to MODEEE!~


left with a lil more to patch.

dramaM0M0; |1:11 PM|

whee!
the battle agnst BUI-lin was over last fri, so the blessed me'v 10 daes of hols be4 sch resumes!
papers were so-so..*crossfingers* ;)

oritey,so i went to work on sat,slacked on sundae..and the tot tt others'r still working hard to fight agnst monster BUI-lin, i FELT soo SINFUL! haaz..and soo..i went to lib to mug wif alibaba
on mon,as for todae,went out to catch up wif SANDY!

she brot me to buy yumyum from subway!o-yishi!
den we went to watch The Devil wears Prada..nice nice!

it made us feel tt for a career woman to maintain both job and love's real difficult and at times u mite jus neglect ur counterpart and family becos ur center of focus's ur JOB..oh..tt made mi think abt how i'd been in sch these years..yea, holding some positions in leadership allowed me to gain experiences and grow..but i'd to sacrifice time to spend with my frenx n family..

yea..i mite hab no choice within the position i'm in,as planning events certianly consumes lotsa time..but i have a choice beyond it..tt is, whter i wanna hang on or jus quit and give my time to family n frenx..but i chose to stick with leadership..and i dun regret..lala..but i dun hope to be a super career woman cos i still wanna have some time to be an obasang..gah!

oh wells..gotta step outta comfort zone few years later..yea..sometimes jus wish if i can jus be a student foreva..den i nid not to worry abt others bt jus studies..haaz..oh wells..but i still await to work lahh..gah!

lalaz..so me n sandy chat lotsa..shared tots and yebble jus so love this kinda just-frens session w/o worries n stuff..haaz..and we took lotsa pics too!SAN, post them soon! upload the one with gucci de oso! gahz!jia you for ur 2nd semester kiex,kip up the gud work!

so todae's well spent..haa jus tt upon gg home, dere was tis stewpid guy on de train who's trying to yayapapaya..there was a sec sch girl, him and me holding onto e pole. My hand was btw them and it's onli the 3 of us holding onto it..den his stewpid hand kept shifting down..i fidgeted
so he shifted up..den agn, he shifted down and mine was so near the girl alrdy lahh..den he still pretend like nth den 3 hands majiam wanna join le so i let go the pole abruptly..den the girl oso..pervertic MAN!rah!!!

uh huh quite a long post and yebble gonna mug later and TML back to sch to mug! i miss college n peeps! jia you to those hu still hav papers!

jus for luff;
1st visit to Daiso IMM,
"eh..how come all these stuff dun hab pricetag one?" -me
"cos everith sold here's $2~" -karmun XD


happi b'dae to guangyi.
happi b'dae to jueyi. =)

dramaM0M0; |12:31 PM|

hiatus


btw FIGHT agnst BUI-lin started ytd.
was gp and todae were CLA,fwahh 6 hrs of paper can?
tml's another 6 hrs of geo and math!
think i can jus go low batt everidae!

mug hard people!
thx to those hu tagged. ;)

dramaM0M0; |11:38 AM|