my hectic week has just been done with drama that ended at 630pm today. Felt ups and downs the whole week due to my research paper as well as a weary body but i am up again to fight on this coming week. It's gonna be nov in 2 hrs' time and i shall embrace this nov for it's my birthday month! *lol*
actually i won't look fwd to bdae or that there isnt much to look forward other than the drama that i have been doing. It's gonna be shown in 2 weeks' time and i really enjoyed every session doing things that i'd never done before. Also, the things i do in the show kept pushing me for break through in terms of voice projection and flexibility in body movements. It's been fruitful, just that sometimes a weary mind can't think properly. aha.
I hope my friends out there are doing good in this final year and brave through all the shit that may come along the way. I hope i can catch up with you guys after my show or after exams alright?
Sometimes people ask where do i have the energy to do fyp+drama+dance+work. i have no idea, perhaps that's how i have grown up? while i think it isn't of any big deal, i do sometimes tell myself that "hey you've been good" or at least i wish to think i am so.
random thing i realized today: There was this scene that i was required to hug my fellow actress. It was a funny feeling because it's been so long since i ever really hug someone so closely and i think i do love hugs. lol.
for a moment, i realize i really have little time for/with myself. weeks zoomed and i guess the only times i spent with myself were my self study and running moments. actually why should i be surprised? hasn't this been happening since secondary school?
*** it doesn't take much to treat me right, no?
dramaM0M0; |12:47 AM|
Friday, October 22, 2010
I FEEL VERY PEK CEK! MY 443 SUMMARY KANA REJECTED. I KANA SLEEPY MONSIE ATTACK TODAY AND IT'S SO NOT PRODUCTIVE. MY BROTHER NEEDS MY HELP FOR HIS O's. I WILL BE STAYING IN SCHOOL TILL 10PM EVERYDAY NEXT WEEK + SUNDAY!I COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS IS FUNNY BECUS I LOVE THE DRAMA THAT I AM DOING. I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I FEEL LIKE BEING PAMPERED BUT HAVE TO TELL MYSELF TO BE MS INDEPENDENT. ROARS.
dramaM0M0; |10:08 PM|
just because you left first, doesn't mean i can't leave too.
*** will there be another happiness for me to look fwd to?
dramaM0M0; |12:40 AM|
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
我可真的用心呢。 20102010
dramaM0M0; |12:31 AM|
Monday, October 18, 2010
someone asked how's my schedule. i told him/her to stay with me for a week. i prep him/her on my doings:
3 modules. with one pressing research paper worth 8k of words and freaking 4AUS.
drama x mon-wed 7-10pm
dance x fri 530-10pm
work x sat-sun 0830-1430
running x once a week
fyp x watching films + readings
he/she looked at me and said :"keep going" i nodded and said:"i know you won't wanna stay with me."
if we are still tgt, will my life be any better?
dramaM0M0; |12:08 AM|
Friday, October 08, 2010
i feel distracted. I feel grumpy. I feel like i need to talk to someone. I feel like i need to survive on my own. I feel tired. I feel i have been working on my fyp. I feel like i have been eating canteen food for weeks. I feel that the routine isn't interesting. I feel that i lack sleep. I feel that i am fortunate. I feel that i am being ripped off. I feel that i am understanding. I feel that i wanna be selfish. I feel that i am contradicting. I feel that all these are nonsense.
dramaM0M0; |12:36 PM|
Sunday, October 03, 2010
i just have a thing for this song somehow. i guess i must be feeling this way when i was having the tattoo on. but that's alright, because i love the way you lied.
**
the week had been fruitful and tiring as well. i'll press on and rock on. jiayous dears
dramaM0M0; |5:43 PM|
yea that's me
l a i y a n
twen-teen-2
wish for a better <3
grace from santa
peace
joy
love
kick da devil
fish
sickos
tears
quotes
if you can't handle my worst
you don't deserve my best.
