okie dookie.
am back from camp on saturday.
overall not bad, i bonded with the snrs more than freshies.
heh.
the
on-off presence of me due to my jobscope in og wasnt helping and so i decided to bond with them in the upcoming outings or wadeva ba.
and the experience in camp made me think of myself back in jc executing orientation 2, the often absence of me just made me feel like disappearing all the time. aha! however, i'm glad that my main com pp and my batch of pp made the camp happening for me, at least, i wasnt alone.
great job done for camp, our og got the BEST OG again! huat!and so i missed out two fab sec sch outings.RAH!
anw. i find myself missing things here and there..and i think it's already a usual thingy seen by others.haha.
首先别人“排斥”我们然后我们“排斥”自己最后是谁“排斥”谁？安慰自己的话就是我们“排斥”他们。哈哈！anwwww...school is starting in one week! gonna pack up my feelings and chiong for this sem! :)
take care people.
dramaM0M0; |10:41 PM|
昨天读了柯老师的博客，其文所谈述的是一些对于本地中文系的理念与学习的道理。
让我有所感慨的是这一行字(quoted from
柯老师)：
“新加坡的社会文化环境与中国、台湾、香港不同，我们的中文系，必然也有自己的特色、教育需要和理想。我倒不认为我们的中文系需要和那些国家的中文系一样。认清自己的特殊环境，再根据自己的理念发展中文系，才是最有意义的。”起初自己也有着“中港台的中文系比较强”的想法，因此有点抗拒修读中文系。接着也有时给自己压力，认为自己的中文底子肤浅，怎么比得过其他国家呢？时不时，周围的人也常问“为什么读华文？/那么以后你要做什么工？”，也许是我多心，但是有些人的态度好像是一种质疑，有一种“没别的科目念吗？”的感觉。当然，也有人是给予祝福、感叹。
本人给予的回复，有
两个阶段：
在未上大一的时候：“或许我能当老师？翻译员？”
上了大一之后 :“其实我还未决定，从事的行业可以是文化、教育或是商业。但是中文系有着不同的领域，修读的不仅是语文，还有文学、历史等。我还在探索着，相信接触的课程多了，自己会有更多的选择和明确的想法。”
想到这些，再看看老师的话，我便觉得其实不必过于太在乎他人的想法因为每个人对于任何事都有自己的一套想法，对于本地的中文系，或是单纯的对中文系也有着一种刻板印象。然而，身为学生的我，不能也为自己的学术定下一个框框而是必须根据自己的所长与毅力来修读这门课，然后学以致用。
在八月的上旬，我将要踏入大二了，没有退路再次选课，但是我相信前方有着给我应用中文系的知识走下去的路。现在重要的是我如何的掌握好知识，如何的享受中文系的世界，如何让自己在学习的过程中成长。
得想想该如何运用自己的学问闯天下，世界的舞台正等着我们呢！放假的这三个月来，第一次写那么长的中文篇耶！哈哈。
dramaM0M0; |10:53 AM|
the not-so-happenings
- i stewpidly miscalculated the no. of tees i shud get for camp :(
- the organisation made them stuck in there!
- mr boyfren was so busy these days until he has no energy to talk to me.
*crossfinger for no.1, hope the supplier can do someth for me* :(((
dramaM0M0; |10:40 PM|
Yesterday,
ahhuai and me went to the Civil Defence Gallery and we had fun in there! :))
actually the costumes are for kids, but we are small sized la hurrr LOL
hahah! and then we headed over to PS for dinner and had a nice chat.. :)))) nice day i like!!!
planning something that i hope will be niceee ((:
dramaM0M0; |1:01 AM|
sometimes, i feel like getting away from home.
dramaM0M0; |12:49 AM|
huat ah.
long time no update.
it's about a month to school start, kinda looking fwd to, kinda feel weird. haha.
2 months have gone and i am contented to have at least done an official job in my life..got official pay too! hahaha. Also, i'v done my part for camp, did things that i thought i cldn't excel in..not forgetting the trip to hongkong, so relaxing, so carefree...and i feel good to have catch up with my sec sch/jc/sc peeps too...at least, i met pp who are dear to me..and yup..move on.....
pasar/ntuc trips are the 'IN' trips for me recently and haha..i'll be gg there again tml..oh yaa..thanks for moddie who dedicated a song for me over 933, jiayou in tekong!yebble, meeting SH this sunday and next week shall be my lib trip week..gonna read some stuff be4 school starts.. :))
so far so good la..except: i need moolah! :P
take care peeps
dramaM0M0; |5:40 PM|
why was the flush so high abovee???
i think the first two sentences contradict each other :P