my voice trembled. if only crying is a matter of choice.
i am really tired to hear my own wails everyday. i feel naked now.
dramaM0M0; |7:57 PM|
waking up is really a chore to the heart. i could feel my heart beat faster than each day. i wish i can leave this place for sometime.
dramaM0M0; |10:06 AM|
Friday, March 26, 2010
i woke up a few hrs before my planned timing, feeling the heartache again. such feelings have lingered around for these few weeks, making me weak at times and then numb. I know it's just a matter of time, but this transition period is really making me unwell.
somehow, i have yet to accept it's over. i did nth wrong, why like that?
i gave him a watch for his 20th birthday present and the warranty's 2 years. he said: so we only 2 years la..haha now it came true.
dramaM0M0; |9:37 AM|
Thursday, March 25, 2010
i remember the first time i cried on your bike was because i was missing you badly even before you went for exchange. And then i cried recently on your bike, because u really are leaving me.
i have loved wholeheartedly. enough of the heartbreaks and my fucking tears for this expired thing call "us".
i did something today because of the broken us but not for you. the person asked: ready? no turning back you know. and i nodded.
i will be my own wo/man.
dramaM0M0; |10:06 PM|
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
回到家， 我又软弱了。
我们怎么了？ 我一直告诉自己会没事的，但还是常常闻到咽哽的味道。
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he bit me. turned me into a zombie. yet he transformed back as human.
dramaM0M0; |8:21 PM|
Saturday, March 20, 2010
dramaM0M0; |9:22 PM|
today's our supposed-29th-monthsary. tomorrow's my dance concert and my favourite audience won't be coming.
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happy birthday buddy!
dramaM0M0; |12:14 AM|
Thursday, March 18, 2010
你喜欢的歌，我的爱。
dramaM0M0; |10:10 AM|
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
our homework for creative writing was to write a 14-line poem.
i woke up with the same thought again. i didn't cry. i thought i wouldn't today. but i realised i have been missing you since i woke up. tearing in lib now, wts.
and somehow, i wish we are back again.
dear friends, thanks for the concern.
dramaM0M0; |6:17 PM|
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
stab me. rip me apart. tear away the love. stab me. stab me. stab me.
they don't know you but i know, that makes things even harder to let go. why you make me fall for you? stab me so that i can say bye to us.
dramaM0M0; |9:40 PM|
(on our way to his farewell party last year) me: it's really convenient to own a car right? p: yup. bike also what. me: but you can only have one pillion. p:(looked at me and smiled) isn't that enough?
stitch.bike.beibei.our lil sharing book.our pictures.comms ball.social nite. what is my love?
and when u thought u are always not around for me...don't you know that i recovered because i know you'll stand by me at the end of the day? But now, i have to pick up the pieces myself.
images credit to google, http://lookthemoon.com, someone's fb pic
dramaM0M0; |12:14 AM|
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
剪不断，理还乱。 真的是剪不断，理还乱。
dramaM0M0; |2:23 AM|
Sunday, March 07, 2010
dramaM0M0; |7:04 AM|
想念是会呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落 哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
dramaM0M0; |6:58 AM|
aiya, there goes my military wedding plan. 可惜不是你，陪我到最後。
dramaM0M0; |6:46 AM|
it's been 3 hrs since the truth's been said. i have been numbed since then. my heart's heavy but my eyes ain't sleepy. lelong lelong, i am single and available, anyone to save me from my turmoil?
dramaM0M0; |3:35 AM|
in memory of 20102007-07032010
dramaM0M0; |1:02 AM|
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
heart affair;my weakest link.
u__________s
dramaM0M0; |12:09 AM|
Monday, March 01, 2010
我不想放弃。 泄气... 我没有生气。 泄气... 我快没力气。 泄气...
只要你能打点气，就会好了。 真的，很简单。
dramaM0M0; |9:14 PM|
yea that's me
l a i y a n
twen-teen-2
wish for a better <3
grace from santa
peace
joy
love
kick da devil
fish
sickos
tears
quotes
if you can't handle my worst
you don't deserve my best.
