sometimes, i miss people so much.
sometimes, i don't miss them too much.

it's sometimes good that i can move on faster(than others) and then adapt in a new environment or to mingle with new groups of people. It's especially good in uni where u meet the passer-bys of your life-temporary tutorial mates, elective mates- and at the same time i move on with the new way of life without the ones whom i hung out the most.The mind doesn't remember them much but the heart does,like always.

it's sometimes bad that i can move on faster(than othes) and then adapt in a new environment or to indulge in a new life/routine. It's because i might unintentionally drift apart with the ones i cared/care or to be busying in my own activities and not appearing in the outings or whatsoever. The mind doesn't remember the missed-outings, but the heart does, like always.

sometimes when i am in new things/activities for quite some time, i feel as though i am living abroad, like i am doing things on my own and there's no worries cos i will one day be homed with my love ones. i feel as though i am an independent individual hence it doesn't matter if i eat alone or mug alone or join this or that alone. And then when i find that there's an awkward silence btw the familiar faces, i either try to talk, otherwise i choose to not appear so as to save the awkwardness and slowly there's no place for my voice.

when parents werent in town; i won't miss em like no tml cos i noe they'll be back.
when i am away for camp;i won't miss pp much cos i noe i'll be back and i'll be fine out there.
when mr bf was/is away;i did miss x123456789 for the 1st week but as i am packed with sch work and i noe that he'll be back..i start to place him in the heart more.
when brother comes home late;i won't miss him cos i noe he has got his own stuff and will be back.
BUT DEEP IN THE HEART, they do matter to me.

i am not quite sure what'v i really blogged but perhaps it's just a way to sort the thinkings into words,perhaps i jus feel a lil weird that i am missing mr bf less today.well, he's still the 1st & last on the mind and i always hope that he and beannie are fine in thai.sometimes randomly, i will hope that he will never get to go on any missionary trips,i don't want to be some ancient woman.

orite.so long. phew,no one, no time to share,hence i blog.

dramaM0M0; |4:03 PM|

dramaM0M0; |2:21 PM|

ACCOUNTING IS DIFFICULT!
ACCOUNTING IS DIFFICULT!
ACCOUNTING IS DIFFICULT!

MANY MANY BRAIN CELLS GOT KILLED WHILE DOING THE TUTORIALS.
BUT, STILL GOT QUITE A BIT OF BLANKS IN MY ANS.
DARN!

dramaM0M0; |2:48 AM|

dramaM0M0; |12:26 PM|

been quite some time since i updated.
okie. the past 2 weeks had been an emo-roller-coaster.
thanks to those who stood by me, u noe who u are ;)

and okie.
it's abt 19 hrs awae to the flight of mr boyfren+beannie to thai for training.
and den it'll be another 2 weeks be4 they return
*HOW GREAT*??!
and the record of celebrating our mth-sary will remain KORSONG to date. huat rite?

okie. this sem's demanding with history, lit, theatre studies and accounting and and my publicity job. bless me.

take care peeps

dramaM0M0; |5:12 PM|

okie sch's starting soon!
nth much these daes.

went to nua at mr bf's hse ytd cos he'll be awae soon..and den jus chit chat and enjoy the presence of us. gah! ;) den went imm to deliver goods and head home.

todae the mr bf came over and did his assignment..and den was him playing with my bro..
CHINESE CHESS!


CONTESTANT ONE-mr brother


CONTESTANT TWO- mr boyfren


the two so serious lahh! they played for half an hr jus for a game can!?

haha. and in the end.. mr bf won the game..both ate each other's abt 6-7 chess ;P
and den was me blowing the two to go do their homework! haha ;)

okie finally cleared my table and packed my sem-1 stuff.
gonna spend lotsa agn on sem 2's notes+books lahh! boo

happy-sch-reopen! ;)

dramaM0M0; |3:50 PM|

it was a bad dream.
it was first dreaming des who got kidnapped.
and den i cried while i recounted to john n gang.
den we started searching for her and den also at the same time making sure the other girlfrens of mine don't get lost too.
and den it was yingsiew whom they said got kidnapped.
and den we were trying to do head count and check that baoxin and all are there.
and den was me with mingjie checking if leechiu was sound aslp.
and thank goodness she was safe.
and then i woke up.

there'r still other faces in the dream but i cant rem..i also dont rem if any was found.
but i noe..the ones in there are the ones whom i still care lotsa.


i nid some happypills and a few shots of vodka

dramaM0M0; |8:04 AM|

Dear valued customers/frens of ahchoonroastedmeat.

Thank you for the constant support and we are glad to have served u.
Happy new year.
huat ah.

regards,
daughter of the stall.

went to hlp out a lil todae(last dae of stall) and food was cleared rather early.
packed stuff back and said bye to the coffeeshop pp.
the drinks aunty very nice and cute, will miss her saying "teh si beng..ah mei de"
empty stall but a heavy heart.
HAHA.

happy new year to all! ;)

dramaM0M0; |9:45 AM|