and so she smiles and walks AWAE

Monday, April 28, 2008

these few days passed like DARN long!
haha.
jiayou for ur remaining papers and the START of papers for nus peeps! ;)

it stopped lup dup for a moment.
perhaps i'm just a lil sensitive.
istillheartu

dramaM0M0; |3:28 PM|

Thursday, April 24, 2008

do you have a box/drawer/cupboard that stores things that u value?
as time passes, u actually forget about them and the re-appearance of those things will surprise u or trigger memories.

i find myself keeping lotsa sucha things.be it a wrapper,a small note,a spoilt thingy..
and often, i will go :“原来你在这里”, as though the thingy is some lost and found item..haha..

other than that, i also find myself keeping lotsa feelings inside myself, a feeling towards long long friends, a feeling towards the guy i'd a crush on, a feeling towards myself..they don't really appear consciously but they are all stored as preconscious stuff..

i went to clear one of my locked drawer yesterday night and i found my class photos from sec1-jc..i saw familiar faces..and i saw hands hanging over shoulders, doing twists when we had candid shots..those faces..somehow, are better kept in memories than in reality, because we'r no longer like back then..

then, i went to read a lil on my past diary posts, i could still experience the feelings in some of the posts,i realise i only put the unhappenings aside for a while, cos from time to time, things triggered and images/feelings overwhelm me again.

i'll prolly find sometime to go dig and explore my cupboards again..aint sure y, but i tend to like to let myself 沉溺在自己以往的世界，又或是明明知道再看，再翻的话，自己会有很多感慨，却还是让自己这么做。也许，在翻看的同时，我又能够有所经历，在摆回去的同时，我能够抽离反思，我大概是喜欢这种感觉吧。

我的思绪只到这里，有点不懂该怎么接了。

我继续去看木村啊哉+山口智子的《长假》，在我“长假”的开端看《长假》。哈哈！
我发现我也喜欢重复看旧片子。

我的思绪只到这里，真的不懂该怎么接了。

dramaM0M0; |4:00 PM|

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

hola!
i just had my last paper this morning and i guess it's prolly the only can-make-it script for my entire sem 2 exams. but anywayy..let me share a lil on how i mugged for history:

we'v to mugged the 5000 years of info into our brains and yea..while i 作战-ing for the past 3 days,i also have the 兵马俑to 陪我。haha.

and then these are the 军粮 aka new love-peko&poko lollis! ;)

and also i have a nice roomie for my monday nite to mug..presenting to u the cute ellie! *credits to ellie tho she din say i can blog abt it* ;)

oh ya, see the reflection on the pic? it's my hand and toothbrush..haha

alrite, i stayed over her hall for 2 nites & it helped cos i can wake later before gg to the exam hall..haha..

1st nite:

last nite and this was taken ard 1+am..she was still tidying her notes and she actually mugged till 4am when i was sleeping awayy~~

so thanks to ellie tong xue who let me stay!! ;)

next up also thanks to all who sent msgs to me aka coursemates and kss peeps..

also thanks to mode who actually dedicate a song over 933 for me! haha

thanks to peeps who mugged with me over at lib as well:ali,km,serene,xieai (=P),laytin..

thanks to shareholder who sent encouragements way be4 exam period and it's nice to catch up with u just now.. :)

thanks to mr perrychongperry who gave surprise dinner and oso encouragements during these 2 weeks.. ;)

thanks to mama's call be4 the start of my 1st paper as well.. tee hee

and so...

ALL the best to u guys' remaining papers..i know it's tiring but i'd my share and urs'll be done in no time! hang in there peepos! esp those in nus ones...dun slack ahh! ;)

okie.

off i go to nap and think abt wad to do for this coming breaky.

huat.

dramaM0M0; |7:18 AM|

Saturday, April 19, 2008

真是xian.

1.

考卷2小时30分钟，我做完后睡了半个钟，却没勇气大摇大摆的走出考场。

睡时突发奇想，想到了我前两张卷也考得不好，那么来临的通史考试也没什么把握，因此...
我想到了陈子昂的《登幽州台歌》，然后有了自己的版本。

前不见GPA，后不见GPA
念天地之悠悠，独怆然而涕下。
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2.

刚返家的我，无端被老爸叫我查一些条例的事情。
一来我很累，二来我不喜欢处理我不了解的东西，我讨厌打电话给有关当局问问题，然后又让他讲我读了这么多书为什么这小事都那么抗拒做。拜托，有关条例那么多名词，你认为我什么都懂啊，又要我马上给你找到答案。每次都这么的唐突，实在是讨厌！

累了，去休息咯。
大家加油。

dramaM0M0; |5:10 AM|

Thursday, April 10, 2008

*this isn't an emo entry*

alrite. been sleeping late these nites,trying to squeeze some information into my brain..

looking back, i felt quite proud of myself to have handled several presentations, typed thousands of words for reports..and then VROOOM~~ time flies and it's gonna be exam period soon!

many encouraged themselves by looking forward to the long break after exams, but for me it isn't.i always tend to reflect what i really acquired this sem with reference to my ability to face exams, perhaps that's y i won't feel any slight happiness even tho i will be free from books in about 2 weeks.

For the coming one, i am not very confident yet i kept procrastinating or walking around psycho-ing myself that i need a break.And then i start to reflect on my year one, it's soo amusing that i am gonna be a year 2 student.boo hoo. Today i bumped into a guy who came for nbs interview and i led him to the venue, that really make me feel my year one is coming to an end.

oh wells. i am now indulging in the music of an instrumental cd that i digged out hrs ago. don't know why but just had the urge to listen to it and waste time..aha.

lately, i have been thinking issues like uni social life, career vs what u like to do and whether i can save the world. okie, the last one was kinda exaggerated tho i kinda meant it.

alrite, all the best to all who are mugging hard,how i wish in the midst of studying, we don't conform to study because of exams.let's strive!

i need a hug.

dramaM0M0; |2:09 PM|

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

ACCOUNTING REALLY CREATES A GREAT IMPACT ON MY SEM2 LIFE!
IT TURNS MY DAY OFF NATURALLY.
I GOT STUCK IN A QN FOR AN HR AND MY BUTT GOT NUMB SITTING THERE.
THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING,
WHEN THE EXAM PAPER IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK.
DAMNIT.

and life goes on..i still need to continue trying and pressing calculator.
this sucks.

dramaM0M0; |3:50 PM|

Monday, April 07, 2008

hola!
ytd was LAO YING SIEW's birthdae and we celebrated at marina sq.
went to pasta de waraku.
let the pics(some'r contributed by TBQ) do the talking:

us trying to jump and got soo high abt it!

we are happy people!

posing to ACT like we gonna jump ;)

everyone has to be unglam for a while

the birthday girl.

难得淑女..haha

had some orientation games and we had lotsa poser pics as well..5 cameras at one go..majiam like taking pics for superstars..haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ERXIN~

dramaM0M0; |8:24 AM|

my parents were outta town since last tue and so me and bro have been eating out since then.
so the nice me went to ntuc after sch on fridae to shop for dishes and some hsehold stuff.
ms laytin&bf saw me in there i think it's kinda funny of me carrying a huge basket of stuff.
okie.
so i cooked someth nice to treat my bro and mr bf.

presenting to u the cooker.i mean the cook.