it's 3 days to my departure.
And I haven print my ticket, settle my accommodation in shanghai, plans for hk trip.
;(
And I have peers that I can't or might nt be able to meet before I fly off.
Feeling unease abt stall and salsa event too.
It seems that there cld be more to what i could do but I can't help it be half-heartedly.
It's still feelings I can't fight, maybe beyond feelings. It,'s just simply the presence of something I can't define.
dramaM0M0; |12:11 AM|
坚强的女人格外亮丽。
我行的。
接下来的旅程，是给我继续锐变的机会，我会从新/心出发的。
希望在这一周内，能够给予自己一个释怀的开始。
多谢支持。
dramaM0M0; |12:51 AM|
so i went away half-secretly last week 02-07/jun.
bag packed. without parents' consent.
pleasant trip with much sight seeings and tried different food. Other than that, i had some good laugh and cheap thrills over tw guys and a korean bunk mate. yeah cheap thrills.
i realised:
-i can be oh so happy for the whole day because of the korean guy's lil friendly note.
-i can be emo shit if the ambiance was right.
-i have yet to
get over you.
-i am a good liar, sorry dad mom and brother. i lied that i went for a camp.
and so i am back and now some unhappiness happening at home.
i wish for a longer break, i don't want same issues or same feelings that occured in sec 3. why does 2010 seem so unfriendly? i feel tired to deal with things when i am already bothered with heart affairs. why is 2010 so disgusting?
and where art thou when i fking need you?
dramaM0M0; |11:01 PM|
