since i am gonna forgt aniwae..den a tear or a smile doesnt worth a thing le rite?
dramaM0M0; |12:25 PM|
i sleptttt
Ytd I slept..wasted lotsa time..
I woke up at 8+..den dozed off agn till 10 plus to close da windows as it was pouring heavily..den I went to ZZzzZ agn till 12 lidat..haaz.. nv slpt fer soo long since Os..den cooked lunch fer bro & moi..den ard 2..i fell asleep agn..woke up at 4+..tot of sumth ..and slpt agn..woke up a few more den times but moi mind asked moi to slp on..so in the end I woke up at 6pm..Duhx~
Weneva I woke up..i feel so weak..and dun wanna open moi eyes..am I tired? No I guess..am I stress? Not reallie..am i..er huh?
Yuppiex..sumth is botherin mi..i hab no idea wad to do..i cant explain how it is tts y I can turn to no one fer hlp..but I am still hanging on..qn is..how long? Er huh~
Frankly speaking..the reappearance of the forgotten things aint makin mi glad..well perhaps its becos they made mi think abt moiself..and led mi back to how numb I was..or was it tt make mi realize I am reallie feelin numb..er huh~
Sorry fer the sorrows tt I hab caused..
Sorry fer being alone..
Sorry and thx fer ur everything..
Er huh~ lai yan`s strong okiex..she`s fine..and she`ll contd to smile..wit a broken smile
dramaM0M0; |8:14 AM|