Friday, February 23, 2007
fwahh.tis's my 200th post!
umm.happy new year and how's everybody??
tis year's new year quite
HAHA.cos NO one visited us and we NO go pp hse too!
huat arh!
oh wells.
been busy at stall and home due to cny and it's only todae when i am free.
but there is this unease in there cos life seems so
empty.
todae's a dae break from tending stall but it feels different from the breaks that i got last time in sch daes..cos those breaks were meant to be a time to chill and catch up with studies..but the break now seems so weird..cos i dunnoe how to spend it..and i'v no idea if i can safely plan things ahead or reward myself with some time to think & reflect.
RAH!think life's real getting more obasang..cos aft work/chores..i will be watching the drama series..
and especially when there's any last min work to do..wadeva i'd planned will be at the back of my mind and when the night comes..this is wad my brain says :"grr..my day's gone agn"
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
dramaM0M0; |7:57 AM|
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
the sudden adrenline rush canceled two appt at one go.
like wts yea.
i jus feel so shitty and somehow i wanna jus run awae
i dun like uncertainty!
i dun like time being passed like tu-tu-train but i dunnoe wth am i doing.
so much as i dislike to sae wth, i dislike the situation now.
it's like no-situation but itself is a situation.
and to chase awae the emoemo will nid lotsa strength.
i tot i cld overcome all these by myself, i tot tt everyth will be fine if i do my part.
but come to think of it, i kinda lose her and it's so damit.rah!
it's okay it's okay it's okay!
say it 10 times and u will be okay!
oh yea, like wth.
happy valentine's dae on 14feb!! imisslastyear's vdae.
dramaM0M0; |3:26 PM|
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
someone answer tis qn for me?
"how are u?"
thanks.
dramaM0M0; |5:02 PM|
Friday, February 09, 2007
my aunt flew over last nite and heh it's "early" now but the
2 sisters are still chatting at the living room. Altho mom has to work tml and altho aunt will be here for a mth, they are still soo excited and tok for hrs on the 1st day she arrived.
that's call treasure.that's call kinship.perhaps, it's because we are living far apart that make us treasure the times tgt. that's how i felt when i went back hong kong, i din mind staying at home for days cos i get to care and share stuff with my grandparents..and to hear the
80 yr old grandpa saying
"yanyan, yeye hopes to go visit u all one more time in my remaining years", tears filled my eyes.. so i am glad that he's still healthy now and i real cherish the time spent with him n mahmah.
if one's life span is avg 75 yrs, then, how many years are
left for us to
do someth for our love ones? what more for those who live so far from u?
grandparents still treat me as a kid, pamper me with the yummy food and stuff..and the trip back hk felt like 7 yrs ago..cos i was treated like a kid..and aunt told me this "it's becos the age gap btw u and them is alwaes the same.u grow and they age and that's y u are alwaes the
precious grand-daughter in 'eir hearts."
so true yea?
and perhaps becos i am the only grand-daughter, that's y yeye dote me so much.
heh.
i like to feel like the lil girl with yeye by my side and oso him calling me "yanyan"
no one else does tt and tt's wad
love is.
dramaM0M0; |5:17 PM|
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
can u give urself a hug to comfort urself?can u tell urself tt it doesnt matter and tt u ought to be fine.can u remind urself tt u are capable of lotsa things?can u please not let urself sink into tt pool agn?can u be like the young one who used to have ur own tots and laugh ur wae thru?can u be the one they sae whu's gonna make things rite for urself?can u?can u be gud and not whine animore?can i?
dramaM0M0; |4:29 PM|
Monday, February 05, 2007
was back on mon nite and busy busy these few daes at stall and oh had a dinner with my fartty family.lalaz. it's nice to see them once more and heh hope they'v fun working and
EARNING $$!
i'v got a crazy idea and heh hope to get somth done during my cny hols cos i no hav relatives to BAInian ;( lala..and so i'll make gud use of my HANDS to make someth
HAPPEN!! wahaha!
nth much to update so heh, jus random..have u ever take a look at ur family profile? whr u get noe the stories wae b4 u were borned? haazz or mabbie take a look at wad are the pp in ur family?my family gotta tailor, hawker, gemologist, biz man, teachers, some government official, policeman, doctors etc etc..and sometimes jus the tot of those occupations, i felt soo
WHOAA~ haa.. it's like soo "colourful" haa..and so wad shall i be to add in some "colour" into the different different lines? hur hurr..
lalalz..mani peeps'd appeared in my dreams lately..kss de..pj de..heh.. so wad does it means? haa..they sae if u dream of someone, it means u miss tt person.. gahz..
dramaM0M0; |10:12 AM|
