i want to see snow. i want to do skydiving. i want to go bag packing.
i want to travel to live.
i can't. because jap listening and oral tests' gonna happen in 3 hrs' time.
dramaM0M0; |12:14 PM|
Saturday, November 27, 2010
I TELL U. IT'S NORMAL TO HAVE MIXED FEELINGS IN UR HEART. BECAUSE RIGHT AFTER I TYPED A HAPPY ENTRY BELOW, I FELT SIAN ABOUT LIFE LATER(NOW!!!). BECAUSE I FREAKING NEEDA GO HELP OUT AT STALL EVEN WHEN MY BROTHER'S FINALLY GOING ON SATURDAYS COS HE FINISHED HIS O'S.
SERIOUSLY WHY DO WE HAVE TO WORK FOR THE MONEY YET WE CAN'T HAVE THE LUXURY TO ENJOY AND CHILL. I WANNA EARN BIG BUCKS AFTER I GRADUATE. AND WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE DEALING THE BILLS, RUNNING ERRANDS JUST BECAUSE I AM THE ELDEST?
SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S RELAXATION.
dramaM0M0; |1:45 AM|
23rd was my 22nd bday. thankew 180+ FB frens for the fb msgs. 3 peeps who pm-ed me. the many smses. the pleasant surprise on the day by alibaba and celeste as well as dinner with kss peeps and uni clique. thanks for making me loved on that magical day.
It's a day to give thanks knowing people who still bother to make effort for my birthday. Also thanks for handwritten cards by sc girls,the calender from aw bao and tan bing, mickey hand softie from Gary, bag and fan from uni clique and i-supposed-there's-a-gift still in transaction from uk to sg, thanks robbie! :)
a roller coaster 22nd year of my life. what's installed for my 23rd year? i hope to have a party on the 23rd nov 2011 to celebrate my 23rd. any sponsors? hehe.
LAIYAN LIKES THIS ENTRY.
dramaM0M0; |1:12 AM|
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
ytd's first show was nice. i felt so loved by the supporters. i am also touched by how the audience responded to the show, i am proud of what we did. i was so excited till i only sleep at 1am tho i was tired. hee.
just now my dad was asking what's the show about. while i explained srsly, wanting to let them know what i am doing, he kinda never really listen attentively. am abit affected, it's actually better if he didnt ask at all. oh wells. i guess they always think i play in school. lol.
anw. thanks to the handwritten hands, flowers and salsa pp who gave me a golden horse trophy. lol. muacks
dramaM0M0; |9:04 PM|
Saturday, November 13, 2010
i was just thinking abt this sometime ago. if i am left with a few mths to live, will i still be upset about things that i shan't be bothered? ans: NO! i will wanna do things i wanna do, say things i wanna say and be happy for the rest of my life. so next qn: Do i know how long will i live? ans: NO! so next qn: SO WHAT MAKES U THINK U HAVE THE TIME TO FEEL UNHAPPY?
dramaM0M0; |10:38 PM|
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
why am i ridiculously affected by your act again???! why am i ridiculously thinking about ridiculous things that i shan't be bothered??! why am i ridiculously being ridiculously upset??!
"When you truly love someone, their mistakes never changes your feelings. Mainly because it’s the mind that gets angry, but the heart still loves them."
how true. darn it.
dramaM0M0; |12:42 AM|
Friday, November 05, 2010
i often woke in the middle of the night say 3-4am these days. Ain't sure who what where when but it kinda irritates me because i end up feeling i didn't sleep enough. BAHS!
and today! i woke and was so darn scared of my FYP! cos i realised the first draft's due in jan but i have yet to write a single word!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! i don't know how the hell am i gonna churn out 20k of words in what 2 mths???
and before i could tidy my feelings, i rushed for work at stall. ummm... i guess i really need to chiong next week.
so far, drama makes me sane. AND I AM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE 27 SUPPORTERS FOR THE SHOW!!! u guys make my life better :)
dramaM0M0; |10:23 PM|
Thursday, November 04, 2010
so did u enter by accident but staying for a purpose?
*** It's two weeks to our showwwww. Everyone jiayou for sch okayysss :)
dramaM0M0; |4:45 PM|
yea that's me
l a i y a n
twen-teen-2
wish for a better <3
grace from santa
peace
joy
love
kick da devil
fish
sickos
tears
quotes
if you can't handle my worst
you don't deserve my best.
a roller coaster 22nd year of my life.