I remember a friend telling me that she's getting lil selfish after her break up. I told her i understood and that I had my share too. I guess this realization of such feeling came clearer to me after i watched 'The Notebook', the male lead said to a lady who was there with him when he and his previous love broke up, he said: " you know i want to give you things you want, but i can't, it's all broken."I guess it's the feeling that you just want all time and attention on yourself, your heart and soul and so you will tend to not want to bother with anything else. You don't wish to care too much for anything else other yourself, you don't even wanna be bothered. It's just too broken, too upset that nothing beats picking yourself up and just give others less love.
sometimes, i wonder were we a whole in the first place and being halved after entering a relationship so when it's over, we struggle to get back to when we were still single. It will be good if there's some mechanism that could enable us to forget things after a broken relationship, so that no one owes nothing and we'r back to who we were. oh wells.
dramaM0M0; |12:16 AM|