exams ended on the 21st but it doesn't feel like the stress is over when there isn't a lot of stress in the first place. But having FYP at the back of my mind does make this momentum of reading goes on yet dreadful like preparing for major exam. Anyway, it's just something every undergrad'll get, not a big deal but i don't like dealing.

So xmas was spent at stall. I always had to convince myself that it's just another normal day.
Or that i spent with my parents+brother so in a way, i did spend with my loved ones. Okie it doesnt sound convincing.Then the first relaxation finally came on this monday when i hit the beach with some of my salsa people. And yesterday i met up with my exchange people and sec sch cca girls. There is supposed to be a clubbing night tonight and stay over at sab's place but they are sick. Plus mom called to ask me not to play till too late cos i needa work tml morning.

I tell u, i just get so helpless and filled with agony when i receive that call. So i am not going anywhere tonight. I don't wanna club 1/2 heartedly and besides i'v no place to bunk over since my parents aint supposed to know tt i go clubbing.Major reason for not gg = my salsa gfs all not gg,den why shud i go?

And then i realised it's new year this saturday. Xiaoyi's flying away and aint sure when will he be back. I feel sad tt my com's down and i can't do a farewell gift for him cos the materials are in soft copies! I cant even send him off cos i needa work. Dammmmnnn it.

I am sucha whiny girl.
I was motivated to read my fyp notes,cook and go club. Now = grumpy me on bed typing this on mobile cos my fuking com's down.

see u people next year.

dramaM0M0; |3:35 PM|