got home from dance around 12am.
sent yingsiew to exchange in the morning and was pretty tired from the burning of mid-nite oil to do her lil gift. old le.
pfft.
i have 2 assignments, 2 tutorials and a mini quiz to prepare for next week.
I haven't done any.
I told mom that i need one weekend-day to do my work, that's the max to ask for.
And i worry for stall, i know she didn't want to affect my studies too but because the stall's really short-handed, i really felt torn.
I know there's this inner voice, wanting to curse and swear why my dad didn't get a helper before the stall started all over again. It's because the work during weekends really take up a lot of my time and energy. It really makes me feel darn cranky when i am too tired to do well for my studies, it makes me become a grumpy person when my bf isn't aware of my well-being because i don't even have the time to tell him how i feel.
and i hate it when i get cranky and emo.
i will get more emo.
quite sucky. and the fact that i have to push myself further, to stand on my own is really tiring. sometimes, i just felt like crying in school when i thought of my unread readings, when i thought of my dance, when i thought of my lack of social life, when i thought of my pimples popping out.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
my only rant.
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today's our 28th monthsary, i wonder if we will meet.
dramaM0M0; |12:40 AM|