As much as i don't want to do the event blindly, the possibility for me to grow in dance skills through the event is minimal. It made me question my mindset in all the things/projects that i handled in university. However, the sharing just now did shed some lights in the hope to dance better. Perhaps i just feel inferior about my skills, i never thought of joining the competition. At this point in time, i recalled my question for myself in early March this year: Am i dancer or a performer/DO-er.
It;'s 2+ am now and i don't think i can write this entry with proper sense. shall end here.
to Sab: if u are reading, i hope u noe there's still me, lea, page etc to be tgt okie. hugs.
to myself: A time for me to find myself.
dramaM0M0; |2:44 AM|