Monday, December 29, 2008
你从她的眼神看到什么？
你从她的声音听到什么？
你说都是空白，因为你似看而无看，似听而无听。
你说为什么要你面对空白，但你却没想过如何为她填上爱。
也许褪色的东西不会让人注意、不会让人失意、不会让人钟意。
-木子
dramaM0M0; |5:17 PM|
she's a piece of EMOSHIT.
dramaM0M0; |12:41 AM|
Saturday, December 27, 2008
i nearly thought that it was weekend yesterday.
i feel tired these days, at the things i do, at the lil free time i have.
rushed. packed. nua-not.
sometimes everyday seems fine, everything seems to go on smoothly,but it might not be the right way, at least to the heart, it isn't really. It's like u just keep on doing things, keep on going and then u forget about what you really need or want. Lastly, you don't know what you need or want.
That sucks more when you missed out some of the fun. The missed-outs got enlarged when you finally get settled down and see youself not in the picture. aye,
whatever it is, it's over.
Now that the weekend is really here, i'v got dance practice 10 hours later and hopefully i can learn fast and dance well.
..and i end this entry abruptly.
dramaM0M0; |12:11 AM|
Saturday, December 20, 2008
很爱演的男朋友：
飙车？！三辆汽车，一辆摩托车。
时间好像一下就飞逝，但是这个星期还没完。
美好的时光总是让人觉得短暂，心情的落差在魔法时刻结束的时候马上出现。- 周二与阿里巴巴逛了3小时，收获不错，接着我又赶去练舞，结果：累。
- 周三早上赶着去买菜，煲汤热菜给等搭乘2点钟飞机的姑姑，然后与张先生吃点心buffet然后驾车回家。路况情报：我觉得真是有惊也有险！但是有张先生在，我顺利的从东部开车返家。然后我有做饭，结果：累。
- 周四好像是做了些家务，买水果等，让后同好友共聚一餐，庆祝枰心生日。大家接着又开车到滨海湾“赏月”，哈哈。但不知到为什么途中我总觉得后脑有点不舒服，到家已经接近临晨两点，结果：累。
- 周五：帮老妈去巴杀、超市买东西，返家一会儿我又做饭，接着去学校练舞，到家吃饭是已经是11点。结果：累。
- 今天：早上到巴杀买鱼、菜、汤圆、水果。返家扫地、拖地。刚做好晚饭，等一下要洗厕所。结果：应该会累。哈哈
可见在一切旅程或玩乐之后，我都觉得累，心情上的落差马上涌现。
加上张先生现在人在马来西亚游玩，而今天又是我们的14个月，我更是觉得sian.what to do? haha.
过多几个小时就是某人的生日了...恭喜恭喜！ 哈哈。
dramaM0M0; |7:54 PM|
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i am tired but till typing this down, to make the mind clearer.
just had programmers outing and a long mtg tat lasted for like 3 hrs?!
tml's gonna be a long day helping my aunt with an errand and den meet ali and dance
wed's sending my aunt off and a date with the darling.
thurs' meeting the peeps.
fri's gotta dance in the morning and evening...
and i'v got a list of things to follow up: pageant com, salsa thingys..
pfft, and i still have a list of things to get for myself..tho nto very urgent but the tot of having lists of things undone just make me feel so-busy-tho-not-really-veryveryvery-busy.
pfft. ;x
and i feel ;( tat i aint meeting my SH this hols or to catch up with hanz who was down a few days back.
oh oh, am using the old fone that i used during jc..some msgs still kept in there but i'm letting things go off by deleting them one by one. rah. why still got hard feelings? but i guess it's just because i feel :s for myself, not because i still have feelings for tat somebody/others.
okie. time to sleep.
to leechiu: still having ur CT? jiayou!to sandy: jiayou for work! or is it done?to hanz: cheerios.
dramaM0M0; |1:10 AM|
Friday, December 12, 2008
I feel a lil like i'm away from sg.
No doubt i'm seeing peeps here and there (maj'r my salsa peeps), i still feel a lil like
not here-not there.had meetings from time to time, helped out a lil these days as well, perhaps that's why i feel like i am not connected to anyone elses.
My upcoming week will again begin with a game session+mtg followed by dance the next day,wed is finally a date when i'll get to see mr bf next week and den prolly another mtg next thurs and dance on friday and saturday.I hope i can go for my sec sch gathering. heh.
I do enjoy the moments in meeting and dance, but somehow i feel a lil
not here-not there.oh oh..i want to shop and i'v 7 things on my list when i'v like around 50bucks left with myself only. rocks. This is totally a HAHA-entry, with not much content and me feeling lazy lazy.
okie, am off to do chores followed by dance later.
dramaM0M0; |12:15 PM|
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
HELLO EVERYBUDDY.
was rather packed with stuff, not superb busy but there's someth every other day.
had
4 meetings last week and had
3 bdae celebrations from my unipeeps/kss peeps/jc peeps.
thank you for the planning and the nice accompany guys!
<3so so
my parents opened new stall at
marsiling blk 19 few days back aka saturdae 6/12/08.
i'd dance that morning so brother went to help out and sunday was me and mr bf helping out..and mon was me and bro again. pfft. not bad la.
oh oh..and i went to my salsa instructor's dance studio 2nd anniversary, we all dressed up to the shanghai theme :))
so so so..wad's up?
later will be course registration as well as dance in the evening..
gotta keep track with the events matters for pageant nite next year as well as my camp program draft.
yada yada. semi-busy?! isnt tat so-me? LOL
dramaM0M0; |1:12 AM|
时间好像一下就飞逝，但是这个星期还没完。