as time passes, u actually forget about them and the re-appearance of those things will surprise u or trigger memories.
i find myself keeping lotsa sucha things.be it a wrapper,a small note,a spoilt thingy..
and often, i will go :“原来你在这里”, as though the thingy is some lost and found item..haha..
other than that, i also find myself keeping lotsa feelings inside myself, a feeling towards long long friends, a feeling towards the guy i'd a crush on, a feeling towards myself..they don't really appear consciously but they are all stored as preconscious stuff..
i went to clear one of my locked drawer yesterday night and i found my class photos from sec1-jc..i saw familiar faces..and i saw hands hanging over shoulders, doing twists when we had candid shots..those faces..somehow, are better kept in memories than in reality, because we'r no longer like back then..
then, i went to read a lil on my past diary posts, i could still experience the feelings in some of the posts,i realise i only put the unhappenings aside for a while, cos from time to time, things triggered and images/feelings overwhelm me again.
i'll prolly find sometime to go dig and explore my cupboards again..aint sure y, but i tend to like to let myself 沉溺在自己以往的世界，又或是明明知道再看，再翻的话，自己会有很多感慨，却还是让自己这么做。也许，在翻看的同时，我又能够有所经历，在摆回去的同时，我能够抽离反思，我大概是喜欢这种感觉吧。
我的思绪只到这里，有点不懂该怎么接了。
我继续去看木村啊哉+山口智子的《长假》，在我“长假”的开端看《长假》。哈哈！
我发现我也喜欢重复看旧片子。
我的思绪只到这里，真的不懂该怎么接了。
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