i would say that it's fruitful but tiring and sometimes i miss myself! so dumbbb.
orite.
didn't attend lesson this morning but i was out the whole day to pj for roadshow,back uni for dance dry run + open house briefing and then only back around 9pm.
am so E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D!
was in college when the A's released. there were mixed feelings -anxious, excited, happy, bothered- and when i left, i took a last good look of the college.
talked a few juniors and i saw myself in them.
the reluctance to accept my results back then was clearly seen on some of the faces.
but i have confidence in them to move on better than me because i'v moved on too.
sometimes we want the best, but who knows the best has chosen us?
sometimes we only look at something people think is good or something that is deemed as the best course..but we didn't take a step back to look at other things -may not be as good as what's in mind- or things that we might be able to excel too.
seeing the good results from the top scorers did make me feel "aghhh! when didn't i perform better?" aint sure why the results doesn't concern me yet i felt like how i felt back then. haha. oh wells..and then i thought back on my secondary days till now..and then i wanted so badly to tell myself that i can make things happen for myself..i can achieve not only grades but acquire real knowledge..this feeling came in a few times ever since i started uni..and it's even stronger when i wasnt/am not coping well with studies..
aha..
so much feelings.and suddenly, i hope that sh was there for me last year..
hope my juniors can pack up feelings soon and move on..the world's bigger than what u think..not getting the course u wanted badly doesnt mean u can't get into related fields..
oritey, tml's ntu open hse and well i am on duty and got dance performance too!wish me all the best.ha.
happy birthdae to ahyiong and munfong!
move on lai..move on completely.
dramaM0M0; |3:27 PM|