totally low batt, am gonna slp after this whiny entry.
i am glad tt the optimism in me kept me alive for so LONG!
but, despite it being there, i jus realise i got tons of work to be submitted next week!
- 2 biz projs (grp work = grp mtg!!!)
- craft of writing essay
- linguistic essay
- french proj
- 3 old lit text to be memorised
wad more? my old readings to be read!?
and so while i am still luffing awae in sch..attending lessons as per normal..i noe the heart is tired. superb tired. tired to the extent that it jus wish to be dead and then there'll be a reason not to be strong anymore.
The seeing of old lit text triggered the memories of how me and fartty tried so hard to rem the words..reminded me how i used to walk ard the track and squeeze the words into my tiny brain. Then was the tired soul that reminded me tat i nid a lil break, from everyth..from sch work/family and jus spend time with the one and onli me.
Then what? life goes on, so i jus have to pull thru next week. yea..perhaps i nid a gud let out/cry and be okay.
dear yan,
i am sorry to have drained u out. i am sorry that procrastination was chosen. i am sorry that i cant make u feel better. still, i believe u will be fine, cos u survived.
<3s,
lai
dramaM0M0; |3:53 PM|