y does the elects camp have to be on fri-sun? why cant it be during the weekdays?
y cant i go back?
y am i owaes working when pp are off?
y?
y do i get nth outta all these?
y?
and then when i take a look at them, i noe they din plan it, and i certainly hate the situation!
thurs' public hol! so i nid to work, so i cant go out with my kss peeps!
fri-sun's elects camp!and i nid to work, so i cant stay overnite!
and then more and more memories created without me!
oh wells, jus feel so grrr abt things now but i noe a while later i'll be fine agn and isnt that how i got pass these years?
7 years.
and now kinda dun care wadeva image am i having animore, cos there's no time for it!
luxury luxury! some dreams and wishes are onli luxurious tots to think ! u dumb!
and then there's this shareholder whom i feel so far awae.
so much so that less words were commented btw us. no more sh feeling, no more closeness, only "take care"
how much does it weigh?
y cant things be like last time?
and perhaps i am jus so hopeful of this frenship that make me fall more when it disappoints me.
i vision myself asking her one day to just run ard the track one time and then go walk ard the sch for once..to fulfill wad she agreed with me last year to run with me, to hang out with me after my commons but eventualli din happen.
and then the last visualisation is us changing back our shoes.
and then we'll have no link.
and then there'll be fullstop.
and then i'll stop hoping.
hell ya.
dramaM0M0; |1:33 PM|