my heart died a second when i saw the words.
admission denied.

all the ignorant tots, all the hopes, all gone!
and then i tot of appealing?
but on wad basis?
and y shant i choose ntu den?
y shud they let me in?


kss vs bpgh
pj vs sa
ntu vs nus

it's owaes the 1st one that got me as their student.
and then taking up chinese?
is that wad i reall have to do?
dun mind it as a minor but major?
i cant think properly tonite.

darn

dramaM0M0; |3:37 PM|

pfft.

y does the elects camp have to be on fri-sun? why cant it be during the weekdays?
y cant i go back?

y am i owaes working when pp are off?
y?
y do i get nth outta all these?
y?

and then when i take a look at them, i noe they din plan it, and i certainly hate the situation!
thurs' public hol! so i nid to work, so i cant go out with my kss peeps!
fri-sun's elects camp!and i nid to work, so i cant stay overnite!

and then more and more memories created without me!
oh wells, jus feel so grrr abt things now but i noe a while later i'll be fine agn and isnt that how i got pass these years?

7 years.
and now kinda dun care wadeva image am i having animore, cos there's no time for it!

luxury luxury! some dreams and wishes are onli luxurious tots to think ! u dumb!

and then there's this shareholder whom i feel so far awae.
so much so that less words were commented btw us. no more sh feeling, no more closeness, only "take care"
how much does it weigh?
y cant things be like last time?
and perhaps i am jus so hopeful of this frenship that make me fall more when it disappoints me.

i vision myself asking her one day to just run ard the track one time and then go walk ard the sch for once..to fulfill wad she agreed with me last year to run with me, to hang out with me after my commons but eventualli din happen.
and then the last visualisation is us changing back our shoes.
and then we'll have no link.
and then there'll be fullstop.
and then i'll stop hoping.
hell ya.

dramaM0M0; |1:33 PM|

;((((((

i think i nid to watch a lot of youtube to cheer myself up.


and will u?
will u stop and listen to me?
i loathe sole effort, i dun like it.
serious.

and this dumb ms and tears jus make me feel so grr!
and then i have to control and den to remind myself to be okie.
cos no one's gonna tell me it's okie.
darn

dramaM0M0; |7:47 AM|

it's been so long.
it's gonna be june soon.

heh.
i feel as tho i am living aboard.
haha.
read books,learn driving,give tuitions,tidy up the hse,handle biz.
and lately, i feel like staying at home,only be out when necessary.

oh ya, i oso watched lotsa clips on youtube, for the first time i find youtube so useful. at least it entertained me and it amused ali that i rewinded funny clips many times to make myself :D

one thing i noe abt myself is that i nid to luff.
and i guess it's been long hearing jokes/interacting with pp, i began to luff at the tiny winy not-so-HAHA things. even when my driving instructor said someth simple i oso laugh and den i feel so awkward. =X
but there'r times when i dunnoe wad to say tho i'v things to share.
and there'r times i feel so empty after sharing, like i'v completed a job to fill pp with my tales.

and there'r times like that that make the days so x.x
and that's when i rite this post.

boo hoo, i nid a bf! haha! *like real*

dramaM0M0; |4:10 PM|

i loathe post A's.

dramaM0M0; |8:24 AM|

the pictures say it all~ X)

dramaM0M0; |4:27 PM|

it feels like others have jus left.
and then the heart still stays.
even some may have jus been blown ard it, they just so passed by.

it's so weird to be tgt few years back
and now we utter no word when we'r just back-2-back. :(
but give thanks to the lil-at-least we were once tgt.
once.

and then i lose u,
so do u.


14may07!
weipei's birthday! yeahh! hope u like 140507!
X)
taken pics with lilian,kokweng,yingsiew,weipei,MANIA(pasta mania's face! =P),shan,leechiu & awbao!!!
and i like sharing food with J wang!

oh ya be4 tt i spent my morn at ntu for interview, spent my afternoon at SP and my evening at bb! gah! like so busy like so empty. =X

oritey, tml's driving pract lesson 4! i mus improve my turning skills! whoooom!

dramaM0M0; |2:53 PM|

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dramaM0M0; |3:41 PM|

was coaching bro maths.
i kinda hit him on his lap when he cant do simple qns.
den he said: "wahh u use violent~"
den i hit him agn saying ," yup, i am violent."
den hit agn and said, "and i am using violence!"

X)

dramaM0M0; |3:56 PM|