todae managed to do a lil thinkin..gah.she haben been thinkin lately,she's busi wif sch work (i think so)..gah..oh well todae forgets ytd and tml forgets todae..

hmm..one of the thinkings ish tt i nid to study!i wanna do well fer common tests and i noe i will pull thru tho i am still gonna moan tt i hab to be back sch everidae durin the CT period whr sum combi can skip two daes of sch..poor mie X(

another thinkin ish tt er..i nid to get back to moiself..the prob of absent-minded hab been ard since last year..one whole year and moi evil twin's still HAUNTING me!gah..no no..think ish becos dere's an invisible black hole in my room, secretly taking awae moi memories when i slp..i seriously dun rem lotsa tings..

todae weipei tok abt an ex-klassmate and i stone fer dunnoe how mani secs be4 i rem she's my fren, summore tt person is in pj.. and i think tt ex-klassmate aint the 1st poor gerl to be forgotten by me, some gotta placed behind my brain last year too..and i felt so ps wen i cant rem who they are..x(

okie..think tts the main prob all the while and i think my time stopped long ago,tts y i lack feelings,lack the passion to move on, lack the morale to wanna reach higher..oh well..i still rem moi fren sayin tis

"who are u? where did u hide ly?"
and yea..de ans ish moi evil twin hu hab kidnapped mi after sec4..gah..okie actuallie i dunnoe..

iam a ben nai nai ..doo-da doo-da..

nvm..i am searchin fer a nice plaster to paste moiself and since its removable, i can owaes take a lil peek at it and i believe tt everi look will make mi smile cos the wound'll be healing..

okie, hab been bloggin fer the past few daes , to ensure wad i hab tot of or events of the dae will be recorded..the typing/writing down makes mi more alive so tt at least i noe wad i am doin..but i think sumhow i aint sure wad writing mie le..gah!

i will live well!

i refused but still preparing to believe tt u guys will be outta moi life one dae..

dramaM0M0; |12:54 PM|