hab been bbq-in at sc pit wif toh neh n amos from odac..haaz..we 3 eben made the deal to bbq next time at mr tong`s place..gah!n dere`s tis pt wen we got so bored tt we started posing in the parade sq..all toh neh`s FAULT! heex
thx to alibaba n dumbo hu often drop by to see if i am bored..
gotta noe tt kss juniors did well for Os, *clapz*!!!
alrite..toh neh told mi tis last nite
oh well..did i?guess i was jus quiet since dere aint much interactions to be done..to the end of the bbq, zhaoqi did ask mi to join in nootka but i gave excuse tt i nid to tend sc pit.. x( felt kinda bad..yet din wanna force moiself to join in cos i`d been MIA in their gatherings since the start of ogl camp due to other committments..and it feels werid to chaup in wen the topics dey tok aint involving u..i did try to mix during ogl camp..but i think its the chemistry tts lackin.. aww..esp wen u see how they hab bonded so well..i reall felt perhaps i shud jux step back n watch,shant interupt the nice picture..
toh neh oso asked wad i wanna be in the future..i told him i wanna be a clown..den i sae if go be tcher i can onlie teach geo/chin or mabbie pe!so i shall start trainning moiself by doin PULL-UPS!! gah!oh well..still aint sure..moi passion`s losing..
i dun wish to noe tt my passion`s fading..sumtimes wen i see su/ani other pp whu kip habin ideas in mind to do later..make mi wonder whr's the laiyan two years back..tt time i was reall habin lotsa ideas/been enthu of wad to do abt moiself/or to do sumth fer peeps..de mie now?hehx..aint doin those tings animore..tts y i often feel bad after ani fren's b'dae wen i fail to do wad i shud/wanna do.. =(
i am merely living fer the sake of living..but i noe i'll noe wad am i living for in the future..how far?
hmm chatted wif beth ytd nite, she`s sad..abt life,feelin frustrated in dere..and tt kailing`s worrying mi n quin..haix..can de gerls pls cheerios?if u kip letting neg to blind u..den how`r u nort gonna cry n cry?reall hope they get beta cos i haben been catchin up wif them..
hehx..doin math now..so tt later can go out!
cyaz peepx
dramaM0M0; |3:23 AM|