gAHh..absent-minded reall kills cos i cant find a reason to make moiself feel beta..i cant find a reason to defend moiself wen i am qn abt my late returns or not finishin HOMEWORK!!!
oh well..tryin to chill..tryin to take everi moment a time to be happi n treasure moi time cos i noe life`s short..but hey..i think my time`d stopped long ago..and thus it can actuallie really end at anytime..i am still hanging cos i`v the responsibility to be here..else..gah~
ermm..is tis gonna happen wen i step into the society?oh well..den i`ll rather be a student..no no..mabbie i`ll hab a relax job n enjoy travelling ard wen i`m in my 40s..*DREAM ON*
tough times dun last but tough pp do..tis`s wad he told me..haiz..i still find moiself searchin fer his backview even tho i noe he aint in sch anymore..think i shall throw moi brain into sumwhrrr..
and oh yar..i miss my lumbor..din manage to mit up wif them to eat last sat..and er..i think mi n sum of them real drifted..can sumone jus control moi mouth so tt i can say sumth magical to put the bonds back?
i misshh them ; linx + lingx + San + co weng + muanie more!!!
my dearest lumbor6..will tings be the same agn?
oso..i miss fie!!!nv see him fer a mth plus le..and i do miss sum peeps from kss n MI, seeing the first 3 mths J1 in differnt uniforms, remind mi of moi sec sch n frens out dere larhh..
1st 3 mths-2005
but haiz..i dun hab the time, the energy to catch up wif them..even the wanting of makin them sumth to kip`s nort gonna happen and i still owe TONS of belated b'dae PRESSIES!!! =(
*ps if peeps out dere`s names aint mention, nort tt i`v forgotten u guys but simply becos i dun hab much photos..but hey u all are loved by mee!!!
my brain lacks oxygen ALL the TIME!!!
rahh!
dramaM0M0; |3:10 PM|